I sincerely thank you Friend for your answer.
I am laughing because whilst this gives me hope I still have so many questions I long to discuss.
So now I feel I should work on my karma, keep dissolving my egos and be willing to do God's will. I trust God's will.
I see this triangle. I don't claim to have created it but it is in my mind. It is an equilateral triangle so all the sides and angles are equal. Love is at the top. Love with its many aspects; pure love, divine love, unconditional love, eternal love, filial love. And Faith and Knowledge are the points at the base.
Thank you