I abused my sexual energy and I ended up with terrible nightmares for over two decades. Demons, murders, wars, natural disasters, floods... were a part of my every dream.
What I don't understand is why most of my friends did the same and they dreamed nothing. They abused their sexual energy, they had much more partners in their life than me, but they didn't end up in Klipoth. They had a bad dream few times in their life, they don't even remember what it was about, but I can remember every little detail of the horrors I went through.
Why am I the only one punished?