Hello , I have been experiencing rushes of heat at the base of my skull throughout the day & night.

The heat seems to subside if i stop practicing sexual alchemy. But I know in order for my character defects to be reduced to cosmic dust. I must continue to practice transmutation.

Also during meditation I feel like energy gets stuck in my throat and pushes my head back and it’s painful & almost uncontrollable.

Or sometimes it feels like I am choking and my body is paralyzed.

There have been times when I pray to the divine mother for assistance and these feelings subside.

But lately the more my husband and I practice the more I get rushes of heat through the day and night.

Is this normal?

Do you have any suggestions?