I've got a problem with eliminating my defects. I've got a problem with anger and last month I was working on comprehending it. eliminating 1 defect at a time like the V.M. Samael says to do. I was seeing the difference and everyday I would beg my divine mother to eliminate it. Then one night I had a nocturnal polution. I feel as if I hurt my divine mother when that happens and I started to work on lust as well as anger. I guess just like Samael Aun Weor says one at a time for if not you will be like the hunter who tried to hunt 2 rabbits and ended up with none. My question is, which one should I eliminate first? and also does it affect my divine mother when nocturnal polutions happen, does it effect the time it takes to eliminate a deffect?