Hello, Instructors. May all beings find and follow the path of liberation from suffering. My question goes as follows:
If someone watches porn with the intention of stimulating pleasure but does not ejaculate (which is now popularized with the term "edging"), is this equivalent to the practice of the Black Vajroli? I read an article on this site, I can't find it anymore, that talks about how the people of the red caps use this technique. About how when they try to reabsorb the semen, it is charged with the atoms of the enemy. The way it was talked about in that lecture made it sound as if once the semen is charged with those atoms that it can't be integrated anymore and that if one tries to integrate or transmute that semen the result is that they turn into demons. If this is the case, then should such a student who has done such a practice, out of ignorance and is now ready to repent, be okay with letting that semen be expelled and to wait until their body makes new semen? Or can this semen still be integrated?
Thank you.
If someone watches porn with the intention of stimulating pleasure but does not ejaculate (which is now popularized with the term "edging"), is this equivalent to the practice of the Black Vajroli? I read an article on this site, I can't find it anymore, that talks about how the people of the red caps use this technique. About how when they try to reabsorb the semen, it is charged with the atoms of the enemy. The way it was talked about in that lecture made it sound as if once the semen is charged with those atoms that it can't be integrated anymore and that if one tries to integrate or transmute that semen the result is that they turn into demons. If this is the case, then should such a student who has done such a practice, out of ignorance and is now ready to repent, be okay with letting that semen be expelled and to wait until their body makes new semen? Or can this semen still be integrated?
Thank you.