Greetings. I'm struggling with motivation and I'm asking for help. I'm talking about the motivation to really align myself with the Divine will, or in other words, surrender my personal will. I find it really hard to just meditate for the long-enough periods of time that this requires. It gets really boring and my tendency is to distract myself with entertainment. I think I read somewhere on this website that it's a luxury to be in a position to have enough free time to do this work. And well, I'm in such a position, but after meditating for a while I lose my sense of motivation. It feels as though my motivation to meditate is completely based on concepts created by my mind. And those concepts don't really hold up in the long run. I guess I would have to learn to discern and listen to that motivation that comes from my "Being" instead of the motivation that comes from my mind. Then it would become more of a matter of adopting or assuming the identity of "Being" rather than my mind as a way to motivate myself. Can you speak about the role of motivation in this process and is there a best way to motivate oneself?