I have read many places in Samael's writing that we must comprehend completely the ego defect before asking the Divine Mother to remove it during transmutation with our spouse.
1. I do not comprehend what it feels like to have "understood in all levels of the mind" the "psychological defect". Can anyone provide an experience or description so that i may compare my experience?
2. Samael states i must have comprehension before transmutation. Should i even bother with transmutation if i don't completely comprehend?
3. What if I attempt to transmute, but cannot control the orgasm and it comes? What if i transmute knowing i plan on experiencing orgasm with my wife? What are the consequences?
Thank you!
1. I do not comprehend what it feels like to have "understood in all levels of the mind" the "psychological defect". Can anyone provide an experience or description so that i may compare my experience?
2. Samael states i must have comprehension before transmutation. Should i even bother with transmutation if i don't completely comprehend?
3. What if I attempt to transmute, but cannot control the orgasm and it comes? What if i transmute knowing i plan on experiencing orgasm with my wife? What are the consequences?
Thank you!