Hello Ides,

The short answer is to submit to the practice and do the work.

But, first, contemplate why do think you resist. Observe your thoughts through that contemplation and comprehend what you perceive. Is it fear? Pride? or something else?

I provided some links on the dissolution of the ego and one on Guardian of the Threshold.

Remember, when we work to eliminate the ego, our legions galvanize for its survival. Your resistance is the ego itself seeking to survive.