I’ve heard instructors mention that it is suggested to refrain from pork in our diet. The reason, if I recall correctly, is due to the pig having a degenerated state.
A wave of emotional distress poured through me this evening after I ate pork.
I have been working through a cleansing phase, physically and psychologically.
The initial trouble I saw,
was I verbalized that I would not eat the pork multiple times,
then when it came time to pick stuff off the table, I saw my motives fall and I went for the pork.
As I ate I was rushing and tried to make right with what I saw happening.
Afterwards
I rushed away anxious and weeped..
I felt overwhelming regret and frustration of the situation that seemed to be affecting all mentally physically and emotionally.
I’m asking for guidance on how to clear this lingering energy
I felt fear.. must be from simply a “fear based” perception? I look within for Why.
Will the resolution of this come from focusing on goodness, forgiveness, gratitude, and the lesson at hand?
Are prayer and meditation the recommended ways to work with the clearing of this actions affects?
(( -a later update- I came to know the beautiful/important lesson through this ordeal))
How can one heal through the body and the energy that it stores to release the karma of the food that was ingested?
Is this an opportunity for transmutation?
The ingestion of food is something i observe closely because of past with eating disorder… and am watching how to eat without craving / eating for the tongue.
How to enjoy food and allow myself to appreciate the flavors of healthy beautiful meals? How does one eat with “one taste” (referencing Fish Guts from Intro to Death) but also eat mindfully and enjoy the flavors that “taste good”?
I try to eat “sattvic” in practice.
The pork scenario, well that speaks for itself.
Thank you for this…truly.
Glorian is here every day and I am unendingly grateful that life lead to the moment I stumbled upon it.
This work is Love.
Infinite blessings -
H
A wave of emotional distress poured through me this evening after I ate pork.
I have been working through a cleansing phase, physically and psychologically.
The initial trouble I saw,
was I verbalized that I would not eat the pork multiple times,
then when it came time to pick stuff off the table, I saw my motives fall and I went for the pork.
As I ate I was rushing and tried to make right with what I saw happening.
Afterwards
I rushed away anxious and weeped..
I felt overwhelming regret and frustration of the situation that seemed to be affecting all mentally physically and emotionally.
I’m asking for guidance on how to clear this lingering energy
I felt fear.. must be from simply a “fear based” perception? I look within for Why.
Will the resolution of this come from focusing on goodness, forgiveness, gratitude, and the lesson at hand?
Are prayer and meditation the recommended ways to work with the clearing of this actions affects?
(( -a later update- I came to know the beautiful/important lesson through this ordeal))
How can one heal through the body and the energy that it stores to release the karma of the food that was ingested?
Is this an opportunity for transmutation?
The ingestion of food is something i observe closely because of past with eating disorder… and am watching how to eat without craving / eating for the tongue.
How to enjoy food and allow myself to appreciate the flavors of healthy beautiful meals? How does one eat with “one taste” (referencing Fish Guts from Intro to Death) but also eat mindfully and enjoy the flavors that “taste good”?
I try to eat “sattvic” in practice.
The pork scenario, well that speaks for itself.
Thank you for this…truly.
Glorian is here every day and I am unendingly grateful that life lead to the moment I stumbled upon it.
This work is Love.
Infinite blessings -
H