Respect to The Great Masters, respect to Samuel Aun Weor and great respect to my instructor. My question:
After my Belilin mantra and Cosmic star I went Chanting LA...RA... to leave the physical but as soon as I reached sleep-wake state mentally a voice came, could've been my voice but it said something sexual and vulgar. It came from no where. All of a sudden my protection broke? The shadow ones closed my throat chakra and begin to stimulate my root Charka so that i would spill my vital fluids. I caught it in time though and did not spill. But why was my protection broken? Could my mind, the lustful thoughts brake my mantra and my cosmic star? And if so how am I to protect the mind from the sexual voices and thoughts in my head?
After my Belilin mantra and Cosmic star I went Chanting LA...RA... to leave the physical but as soon as I reached sleep-wake state mentally a voice came, could've been my voice but it said something sexual and vulgar. It came from no where. All of a sudden my protection broke? The shadow ones closed my throat chakra and begin to stimulate my root Charka so that i would spill my vital fluids. I caught it in time though and did not spill. But why was my protection broken? Could my mind, the lustful thoughts brake my mantra and my cosmic star? And if so how am I to protect the mind from the sexual voices and thoughts in my head?