Hello Guys and thanks for the awesome work you guys are doing for the sake of humanity.
Recently i have left my previous job because i felt like i wasnt getting anywhere spiritually in that position. Which was a more physical type of job.
I felt strongly i needed to sharpen my mind because it was becoming terribly dull from the atmosphere. So i thought i would shift to a more intellectual type of job. Always keeping in mind that we need to balance the 3 centers in our lives to stay healthy and balanced.
Now moving onto this new job i had an incredible increase in fresh energy, i felt a great joy. But over time the constant intellectualism has attracted a massive amount on negativity causing me to become crude. I've tried the balance this out by meditations on the heart ,meditations for suffering humanity. But as soon as i get back in shop it causes me to lose hope. The people that come in to the shop are incredibly negative and constantly complaining and its constantly repetitive and alot of people have that false sentimentality which they mistake for compassion for you ,seems like they like to be negative.
Which in turn is effecting my family and those around me. Which i try so hard to nullify so it doesnt cause harm.
I thought changing centers in my job would add benefits ,but maybe the job is too intellectually intense?
At the moment it seems as thou the negative has the upper hand and i cant really dedicate all meditations to general compassion which i spend alot of time anyway when i need to concerntrate on the chakras ,transmutation, and eliminations as well.
How would you guys handle this situation maybe im missing something or something that cant be avoided?
Thanks guys for your time and patience.