Wednesday, 09 January 2013
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I am single. Working on transmutation every day. i dont masturbate (anymore), nor do i have nocturnal emissions. i am not free from lust though, far from it. But, honestly i can say, lust has not overwhelmed me for more than a few moments at a time, when i snap back and realize that i am falling into the self-enjoyment trap of my own false ego, and thus immediately take corrective measures, which include meditation.
So here is my embarassing question. Why is it that sometimes, during evacuation, a drop of white semen comes out of my male organ. Its a bit upsetting, because i feel that somehow i am cheating myself then. I think its the pressure that one generates in their pelvic area to clean the bowels. Its not excessive at all, just normal. Sometimes it happens once a week, sometimes twice. I dont suffer from any prostrate malady, nor is there other abnormality. I have gotten myself checked out. So that would mean, that during my sublimation practice, especially because it is more than 1 time per day, that the matter that would have been discharged (during animal copulation) is i suppose being pooled in the prostratic area? And so i suppose further, that it is not being absorbed back into my system, and so the excess? is being pushed out. But this is not fair. Somehow then, arent i failing? the whole point is that you retain the matter. But here i am, failing on this fundamental matter, because of something simple and basic as emptying my bowels. Can anyone think of any other reason, or any advice? I am a normal fit male, and i exrcise moderately thrice a week, i am doing some crunches to strengthen my abs, hoping that that might help, but it seems that its unconnected.
Am i doomed?
9 years ago
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Well, i have an update, and good news as far as i am concerned! I am glad this matter is for the time being, over and resolved. I wouldnt have realised that the solution was as mundane as changing my toilet seat. :)
After posting my question, i meditated intensely over this matter, and the next morning, awoke with the realization that if i listened attentively to my body and gut, i would realize that i needed to take a look at the seat.
I had it changed a few months ago, the former was broken in an bathroom accident :p And this newer one felt a bit uncomfortable, but i thought nothing of it at first.
Instead of being fully flat, it was curved and slanting, in a way that directed undue pressure to my pelvic area. So changing out the seat, to a one that was fully flat, and a bit larger, and no more shape-induced pressure!
The body could now do its business, without any of the above mentioned side-effects. whew.
9 years ago
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#2837
Accepted Answer
Well, i have an update, and good news as far as i am concerned! I am glad this matter is for the time being, over and resolved. I wouldnt have realised that the solution was as mundane as changing my toilet seat. :)
After posting my question, i meditated intensely over this matter, and the next morning, awoke with the realization that if i listened attentively to my body and gut, i would realize that i needed to take a look at the seat.
I had it changed a few months ago, the former was broken in an bathroom accident :p And this newer one felt a bit uncomfortable, but i thought nothing of it at first.
Instead of being fully flat, it was curved and slanting, in a way that directed undue pressure to my pelvic area. So changing out the seat, to a one that was fully flat, and a bit larger, and no more shape-induced pressure!
The body could now do its business, without any of the above mentioned side-effects. whew.
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