Dear Instructors I would like to know whether lust is actually a twisted way of showing love/longing for our Devi kundalini. Because through my self-observation I have noticed how my body reacts when I see someone I am attracted to. It often starts in the heart this feeling is very ecstatic it's like a mini-samadhi and then afterwards it descends into the sexual organs, which now leads to the urge to spill and all that horrible stuff. But that feeling prior to it descending into our sexual organs is amazing, I actually get a glimpse of my divine mother when this happens, it happens with certain women I am attracted to on this ecstatic level, which we label "our type". Upon reflection, I have noticed the best thing to do is to be more watchful of the transition from the ecstatic feeling in the heart into the kundabuffer organ and rather let this feeling from the heart go up to my head or towards contemplating my divine mother. it is very hard and very difficult but this is something I have noticed, lust is basically perverted love for and longing for our Divine Mother. This is quite interesting I find.