How does one approach this and integrate it into one's life? Gurdjieff talks about it endlessly but is so elusive when explaining it, I don't feel that I have fully intuited its scope. Does it refer to being conscious in through your suffering and seeing exactly how it manifests as opposed to sleeping through it and ignoring it? Is it tied into the bodhisattva path, enduring others egos consciously, and not responding with an ego but with wisdom and compassion? An exploration of this from an instructor would help me greatly.