When praying the "Hail Mary", I find my eyes watering on the part where we say "pray for us poor siners, now and at the moment of our death,..."
Being new to prayer I found this part a bit pathetic as me being a beggar who abused my divine mother quite a lot (a fornicator, liar, masturbator, weed smoker, slanderer, arrogant) for me to ask this seems out of place.
And so those tears, am I making her sad or is she crying for me?
I love her and adore her but don't seem to understand her.
Any thoughts
Thank you
Being new to prayer I found this part a bit pathetic as me being a beggar who abused my divine mother quite a lot (a fornicator, liar, masturbator, weed smoker, slanderer, arrogant) for me to ask this seems out of place.
And so those tears, am I making her sad or is she crying for me?
I love her and adore her but don't seem to understand her.
Any thoughts
Thank you