Don’t give others the chance to judge you!
My coworker and I do get along just fine, but that person and I am going back and forth with our ego projections. I make effort to observe myself consciously and to remember divinity. Yesterday I came upon a zohar scripture about how Lilith will entrance the human centers through arousing desireAND ego, and, according to that person desires, of course, the person will lay with Lilith. then later Lilith will take off the deceptive beauty and accuse the person (of what Lilith ‘tricked’ them into doing. We get tricked into doing something that we already want to do!! Is Life is a series of traps along the way to enlightenment ?) I thought about how that relates to my work. I can see my coworker doing something similar…. Setting up a situation to arouse an ego, try to push buttons so that I am aroused to make action. Hopefully something dramatic happens!! But since we get along fine, I noticed that often when that person will encourage me to take positive action, there is an underlying negative context, subtext or something… for example, training a coworker on a simple task but thinking about how that person is less smart than the trainer because that person figured it out on their own. ( people don’t think that their thoughts can be observed and can cause an effect) but but I think it’s an ordeal. A set up in order to judge and condemn me. There was another scripture about the white lodge set up a scene to test the initiate in dreams. Is this what Lilith did? And also is Lilith samael ?
My coworker and I do get along just fine, but that person and I am going back and forth with our ego projections. I make effort to observe myself consciously and to remember divinity. Yesterday I came upon a zohar scripture about how Lilith will entrance the human centers through arousing desireAND ego, and, according to that person desires, of course, the person will lay with Lilith. then later Lilith will take off the deceptive beauty and accuse the person (of what Lilith ‘tricked’ them into doing. We get tricked into doing something that we already want to do!! Is Life is a series of traps along the way to enlightenment ?) I thought about how that relates to my work. I can see my coworker doing something similar…. Setting up a situation to arouse an ego, try to push buttons so that I am aroused to make action. Hopefully something dramatic happens!! But since we get along fine, I noticed that often when that person will encourage me to take positive action, there is an underlying negative context, subtext or something… for example, training a coworker on a simple task but thinking about how that person is less smart than the trainer because that person figured it out on their own. ( people don’t think that their thoughts can be observed and can cause an effect) but but I think it’s an ordeal. A set up in order to judge and condemn me. There was another scripture about the white lodge set up a scene to test the initiate in dreams. Is this what Lilith did? And also is Lilith samael ?