Hello, I have three questions that I wanted to ask, if I may.
First, I was wondering if there is a correlation between orgasm and breathing fast and shallowly during the days afterwards. I don't know why I breath so fast sometimes, and I get fatigued very quickly, even just by simple tasks such as reading.
Secondly, I heard that following the "personal will" eventually drives one to a point where one gets really tired and oftentimes physically ill. Is this common among people who are constantly motivated by their personal will? Or might it have more to do with mere sleep deprivation or everyday stress?
Lastly, I currently started taking an SSRI (antidepressant) to manage my anxiety. And I've noticed a few changes while on it. Namely, it makes it more difficult for sexual arousal to occur. I haven't had any wet dreams for the duration that I've been taking it; whereas beforehand I would have a wet dream once every week or two. However, I've noticed that even though I don't have any emissions of semen anymore, I still continue to experience orgasms at an energetic level (during sleep), and all of the negative effects that follow. I am not too sure, but it also seems as though my arousal levels during my dreams are less controllable while on the medication. And I was just wondering if these Gnostic teachings had anything to say about antidepressants. Could they be an impediment towards the natural, biological process of transmutation?
Thanks in advance.