When you say "spiritual immaturity," I get lost in who I am. It feels like I am different ages at different times. So, I wonder if the fool relates more to physical age than to spiritual development. Should I be placing more emphasis on initiation in order to "become older?"
Also, I have noticed that I have been studying Gnosis for circa 8 years. Is there a planetary influence, such as moving out of the influence of the Moon into Mercurial aspects of my spiritual development (similar to how we generally move from one planetary influence to another every 7 years in relation to physical age), related with how long we have been studying Gnosis in physical years?
The instructor of the cited lecture often spoke about moving from childhood to adulthood, and I just wonder where I am.