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  Tuesday, 05 October 2021
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Dear instructors,

Me and my girlfriend who follow the path have come to a point where we are faced with a difficulty.

Ever since we started to hold the sexual force within, even though we are performing daily pranayama’s especially Ham-Sah since it’s the most potent one for us. And preform white tantra couple a times a week usually. We are faced with a big dilemma.

In the beginning it was going well. After transmutation we could feel the energy starting to rebuild in the body. Usually hunger returned and mental stillness came to set it. That was in the beginning. But months later the energy feels as if it is stagnating the entire body for us both. We feel heavier, less energy depressed. Digestion sensitivity is a big problem, we seem to not be able to digest food especially when it comes to heavier foods. Body feels colder and overall decreased metabolism and consciousness seems to be a reality.

I must also say that I am hypothyroid and not able to take pharmaceuticals since it makes me feel worse. My hypothyroid symptoms seem to get worse over time the longer I hold to the force. My girlfriend has also problems with delayed periods. So we are not healthy.

Strange thing is after nocturnal emission my body feels lighter again and digestion seems to get a boost. Mental clarity returns.

I tried and failed so many times but I seem to get stuck with my health condition that doesn’t allow the body to properly transmute the sexual force.

I don’t know what to do or how to proceed. We are both feeling very lethargic and depressed. Also all the experiences have stopped. Mediation seems also to be very hard in the state that we are in since the body feels as if it gone hypothyroid. So we are faced with this dilemma, and i am asking for help because we don’t know what to do not do we have teachers here in the Netherlands to ask for advice. Which makes us feel very sad since there is no going back to the old way.
2 years ago
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#26216
Accepted Answer
Yes, you can perform the sacred rites for as long and as frequently as you need.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

2 years ago
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#26169
Samael Aun Weor referenced how to treat the sicknesses of the thyroid. You can vocalize the Mantra EN (as in “when”) for an hour a day. See also the reference below.

The Holy Spirit is a healer. Anyone who is sick can learn to heal themselves if they learn to never lose the very energy that can facilitate their healing.

While transmuted sexual energy heightens the senses in the beginning, such force strengthens the consciousness the more we learn to direct it with awareness and attention.

We avoid stagnation when we learn to direct transmuted sexual energy with the consciousness. This can involve serving others, performing a job with selflessness, creating art, walking in nature, or any constructive activity performed with full awareness and remembrance.

If you want consistent results with sexual transmutation, you must be firm in chastity and never lose the sexual energy, whether intentionally or not.

One fails to properly transmute when one follows the path of Sisyphus: gray tantra or nocturnal pollutions. However, these problems are remedied through daily meditation and the comprehension / annihilation of lust. The melon seed ritual can aid you in this process.

You might need to consider professionally treating your condition so that you have more balance, energy, and clarity to perform your practices, since if you are too destabilized in daily life, your esoteric exercises can be harder.

Fortunately, the sacred rites of rejuvenation can heal you in accordance with your dedication, the severity of the condition, and the intensity / frequency of your discipline, particularly without devastating side effects.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

2 years ago
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Thank you dear Almustafa!

You response has been very insightful.
I have started taking designated thyroid which comes from pigs. It does help allot with the hypothyroid symptoms nor does it make me feel worse like the synthetic version.

I also realized a big mistake of mine thanks to taking your advices. The most important one was i had became complacent when it came to praying towards my Devine Mother. I realized that ones I whole heartedly was praying while doing the sacred rites,
afterwards I felt connected once again with my Consciousness. Connected to Divinity and filled with hope, warmth and love. That which I was missing the entire time. I put to much emphasis on just holding the sexual energy and transmuting. It had become mechanic.

The next day I also realized that I was not keeping myself in mental/psychological ethical check. I had let my mind drift of in many directions. Ones I established strict ethics my consciousness changed.

Even the sufferings and agitations that usually harassed me stopped having effect on me. They will still there put they didn’t change my feeling of compassion and equanimity. It s almost hard to believe but I have comprehended trough experience. I share this for other students which may feel that they are stuck.

Pray profoundly and maintain strict ethics within the mind/psychology is what I have learned is the first step. From exoteric comes the esoteric. Now the practices will have true effect since they are all preformed consciously.

Is the student free to perform the rites as many times as one wishes or is there a maximum?

Thank you and Invenrable peace
2 years ago
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#26216
Accepted Answer
Yes, you can perform the sacred rites for as long and as frequently as you need.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

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