Hello. I understand that the initiate does the Will of the Divine Mother or the Innermost, not his/her own personal will. I am just having trouble understanding how this process works. I have heard that eventually the Divine Will takes over the life of the initiate, including his actions, behavior, and decision-making. So it seems clear to me that I will be able to tell when the Divine Will has taken over my life because I will start to be moved by something greater, and that my actions will be effortless, spontaneous, and without deliberation. But I am not sure if I am interpreting this correctly. Like, for example, when the divine Will takes over, is this a permanent thing, or is it something that I have to constantly be attending to? Is it possible to lose the Divine Will once we attain it and revert back to the personal will as a result of a failure to be vigilant?
Any clarity would be appreciated. Thank you.