Hello Everyone
Hope you are well! My dark shocks have never ceased, although I have implemented everything that I know to do, including your advice Almustafa. No disrespect intended.
These dark shocks are keeping me from meditating deeply, astral projecting, having peace.
At least I am not afraid of these "shadows" in my psyche, as much.
I have a benign tumor on my pituitary gland, which as we know regulates drowsiness (I think). Hopefully, we can get it removed soon. Is it possible that this health issue is causing dark, very uncomfortable, ultimately unbearable road blocks in my meditation?
Really the issue is that my body tenses up, and my attention is forced into my body which starts to feel like what I imagine a bit of hell feels like, as I get drowsy during my meditation/conscious sleeping and start to move into deeper states of meditation. That is really the "dark shock" that I am referring to. Sometimes I just sit/lie with it, but there is really no point because the more I fight it the stronger it gets, even with prayers, mantras, conjurations, and deeper relaxation.
It is quite disconcerting and a serious obstacle to my practice.
If you could provide any advice on how to deal with the problem, I would appreciate it.
Sincerely,
Adam