Hey Instructors & Students
So I was just now trying to go to sleep, and it seems like someone external, or my ego, (not sure of the difference anymore) psychologically robbed me.
I was having a great little rest. Something about letting Venus rest as Tiphereth, while letting Mars keep on fighting as the consciosness. This was a spontaneous new perspective on life that created some light, I think. It's mostly gone now. The little experiment kept getting deeper and more profound, but suddenly something in my head entered and said, "Zoop!" I do not think I that I have ever heard nor used that word before. That sound was the most noticeable thing of the entire experience. I was sort of stupified for a minute yet was aware that something just took the great experience for its self. I conjured that part of me that I suspected to have ran off with my soul. Nothing happened.
It was subtle and furtive, like someone walking by and saying, "I'll take that."
It is interesting that I have been considering asking you guys whether or not to investigate a previous negative awakening, a couple of years ago, to the film (of black magic) "Inception," and whether I should work through some of the issues that we talked about on the post cited below. It is like someone performed that which "Inception" calls "extraction," stealing ideas from other people.
I have been trying to take it easy with this Ask Instructor forum. This should probably be talked about sometime though.
I angered, frightened, and provoked some pretty rough old acquaintances that, from my experience in various dreams, are very awake and gangster-like. Not in the cultural sense, but the herd mentality sense of "gangster-like." Sorry if my recommending Glorian to them has caused anything not good. I have little to no trust in my ability to discern who is who in the dream world, though. That is just my limited experience with it.
If you could provide any suggestion on where to go from here, I would appreciate it.