Desperation is for sleeping people. Awaken your consciousness here and within the internal planes by performing positive actions. This always produces perseverance and hope regardless of the intensity of one's physical circumstances.
From what I have seen of some YouTube footage and conscious experiences in the internal worlds, this is different than such a meteorological phenomenon, since parhelion often look like distorted halos, whereas what I have seen is a distinct solar point within the sky much like a second sun.