I have noticed that the days I am most devoted to my practices/prayers or do more pranayama, my dreams are more disturbing than ever (highly sexual, or with the same sex). These are things I don't relate to in the physical at all. Why is this, and how do I work with this with my divine mother so I am liberated of this? I feel they are coming up from my infernal dimensions, and have been carried over in a past life. Its also difficult to bring up these images/scenarios in meditation as they are so dark and humiliating.
Thank you for your time.