Hello,
I have noticed that the days I am most devoted to my practices/prayers or do more pranayama, my dreams are more disturbing than ever (highly sexual, or with the same sex). These are things I don't relate to in the physical at all. Why is this, and how do I work with this with my divine mother so I am liberated of this? I feel they are coming up from my infernal dimensions, and have been carried over in a past life. Its also difficult to bring up these images/scenarios in meditation as they are so dark and humiliating. Thank you for your time.
I have noticed that the days I am most devoted to my practices/prayers or do more pranayama, my dreams are more disturbing than ever (highly sexual, or with the same sex). These are things I don't relate to in the physical at all. Why is this, and how do I work with this with my divine mother so I am liberated of this? I feel they are coming up from my infernal dimensions, and have been carried over in a past life. Its also difficult to bring up these images/scenarios in meditation as they are so dark and humiliating. Thank you for your time.
You are becoming conscious of what is already there. This indicates that the practices are working.
Do not identify with what you perceive, i.e. filled with morbidity, shame, pessimism, doubt, despair, etc. We must learn to look into the abyss without the vertigo of the heights, to not be disoriented, confounded, or terrified by what we see.
Remorse is a conscious quality of renouncing what is harmful with the hope and knowledge that these negative conditions can be conquered. Be patient with yourself, because it takes practice to first become conscious, then to eliminate, such elements.
Do not identify with what you perceive, i.e. filled with morbidity, shame, pessimism, doubt, despair, etc. We must learn to look into the abyss without the vertigo of the heights, to not be disoriented, confounded, or terrified by what we see.
Remorse is a conscious quality of renouncing what is harmful with the hope and knowledge that these negative conditions can be conquered. Be patient with yourself, because it takes practice to first become conscious, then to eliminate, such elements.
For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami
You are becoming conscious of what is already there. This indicates that the practices are working.
Do not identify with what you perceive, i.e. filled with morbidity, shame, pessimism, doubt, despair, etc. We must learn to look into the abyss without the vertigo of the heights, to not be disoriented, confounded, or terrified by what we see.
Remorse is a conscious quality of renouncing what is harmful with the hope and knowledge that these negative conditions can be conquered. Be patient with yourself, because it takes practice to first become conscious, then to eliminate, such elements.
Do not identify with what you perceive, i.e. filled with morbidity, shame, pessimism, doubt, despair, etc. We must learn to look into the abyss without the vertigo of the heights, to not be disoriented, confounded, or terrified by what we see.
Remorse is a conscious quality of renouncing what is harmful with the hope and knowledge that these negative conditions can be conquered. Be patient with yourself, because it takes practice to first become conscious, then to eliminate, such elements.
For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami
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