What is it with nature that when I am more in my own vibe, that is, I am doing the right things, living closer to the will of the being etc Everyone around me is more interested in me, they wanna call me more and talk to me, there is no problem with that per say, but the problem is when that happens I tend to forget myself and get sucked up into old ways, old habits etc, which then makes me loosely own vibe, steadily...