Kind regards to everyone. What do I do about a dark shock, or something, that happens suddenly as I am about to fall asleep consciously?
I have recently been trying to practice Dream Yoga by falling asleep on my back and paying attention to my breath. I started this practice a few weeks ago, and every time that I would get close to falling asleep I suddenly wake up with terror. Months ago, without practicing dream yoga but just trying to fall asleep, I had similar experiences. Now, however, it is a definite thing that always occurs if I try to fall asleep consciously on my back, making Dream Yoga very difficult if not impossible.
After a few nights ago, when I started making an effort to practice Dream Yoga by falling asleep observing the breath, these dark shocks were making it impossible. It is difficult to describe what they are because they are different each time and they are easily forgettable like a dream. Sometimes, I feel like I am going into my Klipoth, sometimes it is just a jolt, others it is the feeling of an external entity. Once, I jolted up with the vague shape of a person made out of pure blackness/darkness standing directly over the side my bed looking at me.
So, the only thing that I knew to do was burn Sulfur. I then got sick, not from the Sulfur or anything, which made it difficult to practice the way I was. I am feeling better now and just made the first attempt to fall asleep consciously by focusing on the breath. I got a dark shock again and got pretty frustrated because I had completely forgotten about the problem.
I have reached the orgasm (a problem I am still working on), since last burning Sulfur, ergo creating more Succubi, but I would be surprised if Succubi can do something like this problem that I am experiencing.
Any advice that you can give would be much appreciated. Thank you for everything. Have a God day!