<p>Saludos a todos! That's how it's said in spanish.</p>
<p>I feel a little confused. I'm new to gnosis. This is what my experience is. Before I started doing awareness exercises I already had a very confident and strong presence. This was not arrogance nor pride, because everyone that knows me acknowledges that I AM a gentelmen.</p>
<p>Once I started doing relaxation exercises and started to be more aware of my awareness, my confidence and my presence took a back seat. I know being relaxed is good for the body, but that confidence and presence was GOOD, and it was used for the GOOD of others. I don't want to feel like jelly!</p>
<p>I'm 23 and I have the presence of a strongminded man in his 40's. Men younger and older than me respected me off the bat, and I made many friends and aquaintances because of the way I carried myself. I carried myself like a strong gentleman. People can feel this presence, aura, energy from across the room.<br /><br />But what has me feeling off balance the most is that I feel like I lost the motivation to do what I was placed here to do. And that is to sing Opera.</p>
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<p>Please be sensitive with your response. I'm new to Gnosis, I am not prideful. I'm just a good man with strength, who uses that strength on behalf of others. I don't know what to do.</p>
<p>Does this mean that I simply have to learn how to be strong and motivated in a relaxed body?</p>
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<p>I feel a little confused. I'm new to gnosis. This is what my experience is. Before I started doing awareness exercises I already had a very confident and strong presence. This was not arrogance nor pride, because everyone that knows me acknowledges that I AM a gentelmen.</p>
<p>Once I started doing relaxation exercises and started to be more aware of my awareness, my confidence and my presence took a back seat. I know being relaxed is good for the body, but that confidence and presence was GOOD, and it was used for the GOOD of others. I don't want to feel like jelly!</p>
<p>I'm 23 and I have the presence of a strongminded man in his 40's. Men younger and older than me respected me off the bat, and I made many friends and aquaintances because of the way I carried myself. I carried myself like a strong gentleman. People can feel this presence, aura, energy from across the room.<br /><br />But what has me feeling off balance the most is that I feel like I lost the motivation to do what I was placed here to do. And that is to sing Opera.</p>
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<p>Please be sensitive with your response. I'm new to Gnosis, I am not prideful. I'm just a good man with strength, who uses that strength on behalf of others. I don't know what to do.</p>
<p>Does this mean that I simply have to learn how to be strong and motivated in a relaxed body?</p>
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