Monday, 06 July 2020
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When I self observe and self remember during the day... I noticed...

I have been making progress and can often get past the initial upsurge and after many times of doing this i notice that I want to suffer this defect. Why?

I am not interested in suffering anymore but yet part of me actually wants to get involved with that sensation. What is that all About? The ego wants to be hypnotized by trauma, purely for pleasurable (or painful) sensation... is this related to the 49 levels of the mind?
2 years ago
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Accepted Answer
The primary quality of consciousness is perception and understanding.

Who in you wants to suffer? To be attached to pain?

When you observe your mind, observe the quality of your observation.

Only the ego is attached to suffering. Therefore, separate from it and see it for what it is within the 49 levels of the mind.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

2 years ago
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#22356
Accepted Answer
The primary quality of consciousness is perception and understanding.

Who in you wants to suffer? To be attached to pain?

When you observe your mind, observe the quality of your observation.

Only the ego is attached to suffering. Therefore, separate from it and see it for what it is within the 49 levels of the mind.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

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