Saturday, 16 May 2020
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Greetings instructors,

I have realized as of late that me as a being is inclined towards evil. I know by my studying and experience
that nothing can actually do me any absolute harm, but that it can put me through some trials that would
be considered as extreme. The problem that I face is finding any opportunity to actually face myself and
listen deeply to what my inner being ultimately wants. I know thus far that my divine mother is basically a
protector of what I've become and who I am at the moment. But, I do know that the words that you speak
here is true, and even that confirmed in my experience, since I've seen the light. I've wondered why I have
been allowed to see the light when my soul is in a such hopeless state. But if I were to proceed to the question
at hand, I would like to ask how we are to proceed to follow our inner and true guidance?

Best Regards
Tristitia
2 years ago
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#21938
Accepted Answer
Awakening in evil is a very serious thing. In such a state, one is not only inclined towards evil, but is aware, perceptive, cognizant within the conditions of desire, the animal ego or pluralized "I."

In such a state, one astral projects at will within the lunar planes, manipulates and steals energy from others, performs works of sorcery, attends black masses, etc.

Therefore, it is important not to indulge in assumptions, but examine the facts.

Besides, even hardened sorcerers can change if they are sincere.

Defeatism is a serious obstacle for many aspirants. Remorse is necessary, but not defeatism, pessimism, morbidity, and self-flagellation. These constitute egos of shame or inverted pride.

Defeatism has its mechanisms that you must understand through meditation and experience.

The reality is that this work is possible. What it takes is super-efforts and effective methods to really transform oneself and change.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

2 years ago
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#21938
Accepted Answer
Awakening in evil is a very serious thing. In such a state, one is not only inclined towards evil, but is aware, perceptive, cognizant within the conditions of desire, the animal ego or pluralized "I."

In such a state, one astral projects at will within the lunar planes, manipulates and steals energy from others, performs works of sorcery, attends black masses, etc.

Therefore, it is important not to indulge in assumptions, but examine the facts.

Besides, even hardened sorcerers can change if they are sincere.

Defeatism is a serious obstacle for many aspirants. Remorse is necessary, but not defeatism, pessimism, morbidity, and self-flagellation. These constitute egos of shame or inverted pride.

Defeatism has its mechanisms that you must understand through meditation and experience.

The reality is that this work is possible. What it takes is super-efforts and effective methods to really transform oneself and change.

For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami

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