Well gnostic brothers and sisters I have managed it! Im managing to control and direct my sexual energy in efficient ways. I no longer feel the need to masturbate, I don't even think about it anymore. I have noticed that my energy has increased ten fold and I am experiencing "laser beam focus" in everything I do. I have made revolutionary changes in many aspects of my life and I no longer feel drained or held back by vicious cycles of lust, overindulgence and excess pleasures. I continue my studies on samaels books and I am currently studying the "narrow way" and found awfully interesting the chapter which he speaks about Atlantis. Hope everything is well with all gnostic brothers and sisters and I will continue to provide updates on my progress. I filled out an application some time ago for the international study program, hope I'm selected! Wish you all the very best!