I have realized today which it has struck me in a deep way that there are so many souls leaving the world in death. There are so many suffering right now in illness and then those who are suffering from losing loved ones in death. I saw a large family that had four of its members pass away with this pandemic. There are almost 13000 deaths worldwide so far.
After meditating today, I realized my heart was cold and then I realized the pain that the world was feeling. Is this normal to cry for other people's pain right now? There's a lot happening and possibly some of it is something related to the ego. But I feel a sense of remorse too for not feeling it sooner by shutting my heart down. I was avoiding a lot previously and I do feel I got somewhere with meditating on why I just wanted to indulge in sensations.
Now I feel a sense of urgency to help these people who are suffering. I felt as if how could I possibly be thinking of myself and how it’s going to affect me financially etc. when all these people need help. With this going on, is there a way to use the aloe plant to help people in general who are suffering right now? Or do I need to know someone specifically to use that practice? Could I just ask my Divine Father to help those suffering the most in the world with the elemental of the plant?