Very rarely in the astral plane, I will notice an incredibly bright, silver white light shining. Many years ago it showed up in the form of a silver spark flickering across my vision which jolted me awake into sleep paralysis.
Just the other morning whilst practicing dream yoga, I was trying to meditate on Samael's voice in a lecture that was playing through my astral cell phone when all of a sudden, I became much more conscious and witnessed a huge pulse of this silver white orb that was 2 feet in diameter, followed by a vivid image of a black woman's face emerging and floating above a couch. The light pulsated in and out slowly. I recognized her to some extent; a family member? If so, only in the story of the dream, not in the waking world. That very same moment, a couple of my molar teeth became loose and I overheard a conversation coming from nowhere between two women; "Oh poor so and so got her teeth all knocked out recently. Oh dear that's no good..." That's it! Past life?? That black woman must have been me! But why the bright white light? Samadhi?
A moment later I decide to inquire a nearby guide on personal matters. I see a man in the form of a doctor. I ask the man my questions and again, the beautiful silver white light is pulsating brilliantly and slowly, but much smaller this time, engulfing his right pupil. He said to me, "...Well it looks like you probably have at least another 25 lives left, but the war has been waging on. Eleven men died last week. Just in this past week a lot of veterans have been dropping out (of their last lives)..."
Does this light have anything to do with truth? This has struck me as another one of those "ahah" dreams that seem to feel much more legitimate than other guide questionnaire dreams.
25 lives remaining eh... That would suggest I could be on my 83rd life, just like in those soul journey hypno regression books where this one hypnotized woman claimed to be on her 86th or 87th life...