I am reposting my question because I may not have submitted it correctly. I have been a strict christian for 15 years. I am new to this gnostic teaching. I actually am in awe of what I have been learning. My husband also has been listening to lectures with me and is very interested. I have only been listening for month now. Though what I have been learning is resonating with me, I still feel a little hesitant, fearful and confused, hoping that I am making the right decision in delving into this. I could never speak of this to our friends and family - it would be branded as witchcraft. It is sad that I would have to keep my new beliefs secret. Though most of what I am hearing feels right with me, some things I hear make me a little nervous, and that's where I a still confused. But I will say the more I listen, the more comfortable I become. How do I reconcile these teachings with the traditional church? I just wish I could speak with someone to help me through some of these issues