Greetings instructors,
Today I have questions in regards to the not so harmonious aspects of dreams and visions.
It has become more and more clear that my innermost wants me to see all the darkness
that I have within myself, but frankly, it scares me to death. One second is sometimes enough
of suffering for a whole life combined. The worst aspects usually happen right before or after
I leave for my astral body. The best description I could give these dark shadowed creatures is
that they do indeed look like parasites, but most often in the size of a human. One appearing
next to my bed after being attacked by a cat who, like a vampire went for my neck to bite me.
I couldn't fight it off, and I remembered a bit too late about the conjurations.
The visions are dark but it is easier to remain objective to those and that is a helpful aspect that
makes it possible for me to investigate my position further. I have asked my inner being what
I am supposed to do. In all of my confusion, he simply stated 'Continue', which in my moment
of silence answered all my questions about my path in one word.
It has taken me a great while coming to terms with hell but now I am not going to avoid my darkness,
quite the contrary, I'll embrace it until I completely comprehend it. My question for you is how I can
make these investigations more bearable?
Best regards,
Tristitia
Today I have questions in regards to the not so harmonious aspects of dreams and visions.
It has become more and more clear that my innermost wants me to see all the darkness
that I have within myself, but frankly, it scares me to death. One second is sometimes enough
of suffering for a whole life combined. The worst aspects usually happen right before or after
I leave for my astral body. The best description I could give these dark shadowed creatures is
that they do indeed look like parasites, but most often in the size of a human. One appearing
next to my bed after being attacked by a cat who, like a vampire went for my neck to bite me.
I couldn't fight it off, and I remembered a bit too late about the conjurations.
The visions are dark but it is easier to remain objective to those and that is a helpful aspect that
makes it possible for me to investigate my position further. I have asked my inner being what
I am supposed to do. In all of my confusion, he simply stated 'Continue', which in my moment
of silence answered all my questions about my path in one word.
It has taken me a great while coming to terms with hell but now I am not going to avoid my darkness,
quite the contrary, I'll embrace it until I completely comprehend it. My question for you is how I can
make these investigations more bearable?
Best regards,
Tristitia
Accepted Answer
Clean the room with cleansing incense each day for nine days. You can clean it early in the day so that the smoke will be gone by night. For this cleaning, use one of these: sage, benzoin, asafetida, rue, or sulfur. After those nine days, "sweeten" the room with perfumed incenses for nine days (whichever you like; I recommend frankincense).
I also suggest using more prayers before you sleep. You can read the prayers from a book or paper, even silently. A good combination includes the two conjurations and the invocation of Solomon. After the prayers, use the magic circle around your bedroom or around yourself.
With all of these, your room will change. To keep it safe, clean it regularly with the incense, as often as you feel is needed.
Having an altar in your bedroom can also help.
When you have disturbing experiences, the best remedy is to remember divinity, and pray for help. You can recite a prayer, but this is not necessary: your own words suffice.
I also suggest using more prayers before you sleep. You can read the prayers from a book or paper, even silently. A good combination includes the two conjurations and the invocation of Solomon. After the prayers, use the magic circle around your bedroom or around yourself.
When you trace a Magical Circle around yourself, whether it be with your sword, or with your willpower and Imagination united in vibrating harmony (or with both at the same time), you must pronounce the following mantras: Helion, Melion, Tetragrammaton.
With all of these, your room will change. To keep it safe, clean it regularly with the incense, as often as you feel is needed.
Having an altar in your bedroom can also help.
When you have disturbing experiences, the best remedy is to remember divinity, and pray for help. You can recite a prayer, but this is not necessary: your own words suffice.
“Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes.” —Demosthenes
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
What are you doing to protect yourself? Are you using incense, conjurations, or prayers?
“Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes.” —Demosthenes
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
I have pentagrams set up in the bedroom. The conjuration of the four is the only one I know fully by memory,
which is the one I use as soon as I don't get too overwhelmed enough to focus. I use incense daily in my living room,
but not so much in the bedroom since the person I live with has a hard time dealing with the smoke and strong
smells in general before sleep. But I guess I could do something about it during the day instead.
I've also thought of having a dim light in the room before going to bed to make the pentagrams
more visible so that I more easily can be reminded. I've lost a bit of hope to continue lately to be honest,
so I don't pray as much as I used to do. I have noticed however the importance of cleaning the
bedroom because it doesn't take long otherwise before the whole room is covered with these things.
And something that looks like dark moving sigils on the roof, perhaps the walls too if I take a closer
look next time. I guess I need more knowledge in general, some kind of bestiary before dealing
with these things or coming to a point where I get motivated enough to use conjurations right away.
which is the one I use as soon as I don't get too overwhelmed enough to focus. I use incense daily in my living room,
but not so much in the bedroom since the person I live with has a hard time dealing with the smoke and strong
smells in general before sleep. But I guess I could do something about it during the day instead.
I've also thought of having a dim light in the room before going to bed to make the pentagrams
more visible so that I more easily can be reminded. I've lost a bit of hope to continue lately to be honest,
so I don't pray as much as I used to do. I have noticed however the importance of cleaning the
bedroom because it doesn't take long otherwise before the whole room is covered with these things.
And something that looks like dark moving sigils on the roof, perhaps the walls too if I take a closer
look next time. I guess I need more knowledge in general, some kind of bestiary before dealing
with these things or coming to a point where I get motivated enough to use conjurations right away.
Accepted Answer
Clean the room with cleansing incense each day for nine days. You can clean it early in the day so that the smoke will be gone by night. For this cleaning, use one of these: sage, benzoin, asafetida, rue, or sulfur. After those nine days, "sweeten" the room with perfumed incenses for nine days (whichever you like; I recommend frankincense).
I also suggest using more prayers before you sleep. You can read the prayers from a book or paper, even silently. A good combination includes the two conjurations and the invocation of Solomon. After the prayers, use the magic circle around your bedroom or around yourself.
With all of these, your room will change. To keep it safe, clean it regularly with the incense, as often as you feel is needed.
Having an altar in your bedroom can also help.
When you have disturbing experiences, the best remedy is to remember divinity, and pray for help. You can recite a prayer, but this is not necessary: your own words suffice.
I also suggest using more prayers before you sleep. You can read the prayers from a book or paper, even silently. A good combination includes the two conjurations and the invocation of Solomon. After the prayers, use the magic circle around your bedroom or around yourself.
When you trace a Magical Circle around yourself, whether it be with your sword, or with your willpower and Imagination united in vibrating harmony (or with both at the same time), you must pronounce the following mantras: Helion, Melion, Tetragrammaton.
With all of these, your room will change. To keep it safe, clean it regularly with the incense, as often as you feel is needed.
Having an altar in your bedroom can also help.
When you have disturbing experiences, the best remedy is to remember divinity, and pray for help. You can recite a prayer, but this is not necessary: your own words suffice.
“Nothing is easier than self-deceit. For what each man wishes, that he also believes.” —Demosthenes
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." —Samael Aun Weor
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