Greetings instructors,
Today I have questions in regards to the not so harmonious aspects of dreams and visions.
It has become more and more clear that my innermost wants me to see all the darkness
that I have within myself, but frankly, it scares me to death. One second is sometimes enough
of suffering for a whole life combined. The worst aspects usually happen right before or after
I leave for my astral body. The best description I could give these dark shadowed creatures is
that they do indeed look like parasites, but most often in the size of a human. One appearing
next to my bed after being attacked by a cat who, like a vampire went for my neck to bite me.
I couldn't fight it off, and I remembered a bit too late about the conjurations.
The visions are dark but it is easier to remain objective to those and that is a helpful aspect that
makes it possible for me to investigate my position further. I have asked my inner being what
I am supposed to do. In all of my confusion, he simply stated 'Continue', which in my moment
of silence answered all my questions about my path in one word.
It has taken me a great while coming to terms with hell but now I am not going to avoid my darkness,
quite the contrary, I'll embrace it until I completely comprehend it. My question for you is how I can
make these investigations more bearable?
Best regards,
Tristitia
Today I have questions in regards to the not so harmonious aspects of dreams and visions.
It has become more and more clear that my innermost wants me to see all the darkness
that I have within myself, but frankly, it scares me to death. One second is sometimes enough
of suffering for a whole life combined. The worst aspects usually happen right before or after
I leave for my astral body. The best description I could give these dark shadowed creatures is
that they do indeed look like parasites, but most often in the size of a human. One appearing
next to my bed after being attacked by a cat who, like a vampire went for my neck to bite me.
I couldn't fight it off, and I remembered a bit too late about the conjurations.
The visions are dark but it is easier to remain objective to those and that is a helpful aspect that
makes it possible for me to investigate my position further. I have asked my inner being what
I am supposed to do. In all of my confusion, he simply stated 'Continue', which in my moment
of silence answered all my questions about my path in one word.
It has taken me a great while coming to terms with hell but now I am not going to avoid my darkness,
quite the contrary, I'll embrace it until I completely comprehend it. My question for you is how I can
make these investigations more bearable?
Best regards,
Tristitia