This was a problem I've always had to some extent lesser or greater. It's always been the case that my family thought i was a bit unhinged for willing to question their religion and not practicing it. I never tell them what it is I truly feel and think, however I am not one to lie in this regard and so I just question their religion and without providing alternatives (what my beliefs are) they just think im crazy and need saving? I believe this might have something to do with my sun being in the 8th house of secrecy and occultism (probably why I'm here,) however it is also in the sign of Aquarius so I feel that when they begin to question me, its wrong to not question them back rather than give in to their beliefs etc.
Do I just give them the false impression that I am amongst them? What other alternative is there? thank you