Tuesday, 11 June 2019
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Discouragement,

I have started to see reality but not sure which way to paddle in this ocean were I have awakened

After almost 50yrs of absorbing the way this existence system offers, I have now my eyes opened and feel like left in the wild naked, I could see the reality, the urgency to take control over my legion of egos. Through a meditation I have seen them attacking me and at that moment I have received a tool (wood stick) that allows me to vanish them for an instant all of those attacks, like a trench in a war field, that is a concrete thing that happende to me.

I am married with 2 adolescents kids.

The discouragement,
all the readings resonates with my search. the lectures indicates that thousands of millions before I were not capable to manage their egos, so I am not special, I did not get any guidance from masters, nor traveled to all over the world learning like some of the great masters did, they received instruction by instructors, isnt it. I am sincerely trying, it is just seems so far away, so many centuries of study needed. I have read that the only exit is through sex magic. Here is the other part of the discouragement, I do not see how to engage my wife in sexual magic. I feel like tied, way to a macerator and the only one trying to escape is me, the rest, happy.
Lust is discouragement. I am not finding a way to stop the attacks. For moments I could improve the situation but that legion is just out there, waiting, supersmart, as I say, the evil legions accumulate knowledge for centuries while we are coming back here again and again naked, erased, no memory and we are thrown for them to feed on us.

To think that we are trying to go there were the gods inhabits knowing that they are fighting! Is there a war, isn't it? that's discouragement as well, looks that that is no perfection maybe? I do not understand. Who is the creator of this existence? looks like he missed something out of the receipt.

Could be an exit practicing sexual magic alone and how????? Is it possible to transmute the sexual energy alone and how??? If energy is not transmuted is that a magnet for the legions??? Since I have tried many many times, Is CHASTITY reachable for an ordinary fellow?

Thank you very much!!!!
Edgardo
3 years ago
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#18829
Accepted Answer
Discouragement is a condition of the ego. Anytime you see discouragement, know that its thoughts, feelings, and actions are from the ego.

Flip its arguments: instead of following negative view, turn it around. Consider how lucky you are: in a physical body, relatively safe, healthy, and capable of practice, have found the teachings... etc. That makes your circumstance VERY RARE.

If you have the teachings given to you, it is because you can do it.

"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." - Samael Aun Weor

3 years ago
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#18829
Accepted Answer
Discouragement is a condition of the ego. Anytime you see discouragement, know that its thoughts, feelings, and actions are from the ego.

Flip its arguments: instead of following negative view, turn it around. Consider how lucky you are: in a physical body, relatively safe, healthy, and capable of practice, have found the teachings... etc. That makes your circumstance VERY RARE.

If you have the teachings given to you, it is because you can do it.

"Do not worry; cultivate the habit of being happy." - Samael Aun Weor

3 years ago
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#18837
Thank you very much !!!!
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