Failling initiations or not ???
By kees on Saturday, 27 April 2019
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Hello,


i am struggling very much regarding aggression and violence in my conscious and unconscious dreams.

i don't know how to behave when those circumstance s appear.

i have had multiple " UNconscious " dreams where i didn't act out showing anger or violence when i was attacked.

or cases where i was seduced to act out with anger and violence, and i didn't. after those dreams , i wake up feeling victorious .


When i am " Conscious " in the dream , and the same circumstances appear , and i behave in the same way ,

i wake up feeling like i have failed miserably


In the perfect matrimony Samael states : that the Guardian of the threshold is a hand to hand combat that one should win.


How do i know if it is the guardian ?


Should i fight ? and how do i know if one should fight ?

Thank you

Kees
Focus on the ego, nothing else. Don't be distracted by the guardian.

The only remedy here is to meditate on the defects involved. Without comprehension, they will remain.

I recommend that you approach them in this way: first meditate on the facts of the event (whether physical or dreamed). Visualize the facts of what happened: how actions led to consequences. Take your time with this.

Afterwards, visualize the correct behavior and its consequences. Imagine how you should behave, or want to behave. Use your creative imagination.

In this way, you teach yourself, and can reach the synthesis.
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Ok , thank you for your answer . i will do this
kees
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