How does one comprehend the egos that feel hatred toward a certain people? Is it unusual to uncover a sort of extreme aversion to an ethnic or religious group on our journey? I never use to feel this way, but slowly I am noticing a critical spirit towards the jews in myself. I prefer not to indulge it and just focus on what inspires me instead, but it's almost like a haunting spectre that pops up quite often in my life now. Obviously I would never harm them or do a "hate crime" but I still am unsure what to make of this. Sorry if this seems weird. I get along fine with people that practice judaism when I interact with them individually, but zionism and modern jerusalem are basically sickening to me for some reason that I don't understand.