Samael Aun Weor said that we should work on one “I” at a time so that we’re not like the hunter who tried to catch 2 rabbits at a time and ended up with none. For this reason I am only working on one defect. I’ve been working on the same defect now for about 4 or 5 months with very noticeable progress. I’m planning on working on it till I see not even the shadow of it. It might take me a bit long though because I can’t work in the maithuna right now, and I understand that.
So as I’m working on just one, my tactic for the other defects is to just be observant, remember my Innermost, and understand that everything passes and everything is maya, exempt for God. This works to a point, but then sometimes at hard moments I explode and totally loose myself and identify with anger. It’s so hard sometimes, but I know if I work on it, it’ll start fading away just like the defect I’m working on now, but I don’t wanna try to catch 2 rabbits and end up with none.
I don’t know if I’m doing right or if I should maybe just meditate a little on anger to comprehend it a bit or just use a lot more willpower to avoid identifying with my anger. Am I misunderstanding what Samael said? Should I just keep doing what I’m doing and use as much willpower as I can and just get to working on anger as soon as I’ve completely eliminated the current defect I’m working with? Any advice please let me know, thank you.
So as I’m working on just one, my tactic for the other defects is to just be observant, remember my Innermost, and understand that everything passes and everything is maya, exempt for God. This works to a point, but then sometimes at hard moments I explode and totally loose myself and identify with anger. It’s so hard sometimes, but I know if I work on it, it’ll start fading away just like the defect I’m working on now, but I don’t wanna try to catch 2 rabbits and end up with none.
I don’t know if I’m doing right or if I should maybe just meditate a little on anger to comprehend it a bit or just use a lot more willpower to avoid identifying with my anger. Am I misunderstanding what Samael said? Should I just keep doing what I’m doing and use as much willpower as I can and just get to working on anger as soon as I’ve completely eliminated the current defect I’m working with? Any advice please let me know, thank you.