Last night, September 14, 2018, I tried consulting the Tarot for the very first time.
I did not know what to ask but I know it has something to do with my aspiration to have a wife already.
I have been praying for a wife. I have understood the value of my sexual energy and I aspire to work with alchemy.
I have been observing my lust and trying to comprehend it, so I may be made worthy of a good wife.
But it seems that my prayer has not been answered;
maybe i am not yet ready or worthy of a wife or my Being does not allow me because of karma.
For this matter, i tried to ask for an answer and consulted the Tarot for guidance.
What came out as an answer was:
Exchange 30= 3+0= 3
Presentiment 40= 4+0= 4
14+3+4= 21= 2+1= 3
Answer: The Empress
~The number 3 is the Empress, the divine light. The light in itself is the Divine Mother.
~The third arcanum signifies success. It is material and spiritual production.
~3 Elements: Shin:Fire; Mem:Water; Aleph:Air
~These are the three elements needed in order to work in the flaming forge of Vulcan
~The Divine Mother of the third arcanum is the particular mother of each one of us.
~The Arcanum A.Z.F is the secret that transforms the moon into a sun and represents the three aspects.(page 12-14; Tarot and Kabbalah)
My Date of Birth: August 14, 1979
I would appreciate your piece of advice.
Thank you very much