Finding My Way

<p>My soul mate shared these teaching's with me. He teaches me a lot and seems to have given me all the answer's to my many questions, everything has been handed to me on a silver platter, now I have work to do, studies, prayer's, discussion's, homework everything I"ve ever needed and wanted are right there in the many books I read. Walking this path hasn't been easy to be honest with you family. I had to see myself for what I have truly been, I had to feel the same hurt, humiliation and other lower emotions I've brought on other's as well as myself. You see for a long time I've been a lover of this world, putting Abba on the backburner all because I was busy doing and justifing what it is I wanted to do. I'm walking the path of the razor's edge and still there are times when I fail and how I keep reminding myself I can't afford to fail anymore, I have my soul-mate, my family and all of heaven cheering me on to get it right. To pass this test called life. I've been blessed in many way's, and I've been a fool. My mind set has changed, my attitude has changed and I'm reminded despite my many faults I too am still teachable. I find with these studies it's never over, you may get the answer's you seek to certain questions but it doesn't stop there, still have to keep on pushing and learning, because there's always something new to learn. I'm humbled and grateful to have been chosen to get this information. I'm only a student whose trying to find their way, trying to see where Abba wants me and when he's open my eyes to the spirit realm, it's actually a lot scarier than what I know about this suffering realm. I want to serve heaven and help humanity. I want to be a better human being, and child of the most high GOD. And gnostic is allowing me to be just that.</p>
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<p>Thank you for allowing me to share my story. Gnostic is what I am, gnostic is who I am, and I seem to have found my way back home. Love you family.</p>