Hey Guys,
A quick story and question. I've been going along with the practice for a little while now and I feel like I'm starting to wake up in the astral world. While i'm not 100% conscious and in control, I have noticed my dreams are more easily remembered each night.
I'm a bit concerned though: Last night I dreamed I was in a mansion with some family members and one woman who wasn't. This woman and I were flirting and enjoying each other physically to a point where we went to a separate room and eventually I reached orgasm in the dream. I didnt feel it go through my body but I just notice i spilled semen IN the dream.
However. when I woke up (or rather just shot back to my body quickly; it wasn't a slow awakening) back in the physical world, i didnt feel drained nor did i actually spill semen here.
I'm curious to know if anyone can give some insight on this. Honestly. there is a fear that some deals/contracts were made with some kind of demons in some other lifetime and that I won't be free of them. Had the thought that this was a succubi spirit in my dream trying to steal energy from me.
The strangest part is that I woke up energized after it all happened! How does one get clear on whether or not they're in cahoots with the dark side, for lack of a better phrase, and are just simply unaware of it?
Thanks in advance!
A quick story and question. I've been going along with the practice for a little while now and I feel like I'm starting to wake up in the astral world. While i'm not 100% conscious and in control, I have noticed my dreams are more easily remembered each night.
I'm a bit concerned though: Last night I dreamed I was in a mansion with some family members and one woman who wasn't. This woman and I were flirting and enjoying each other physically to a point where we went to a separate room and eventually I reached orgasm in the dream. I didnt feel it go through my body but I just notice i spilled semen IN the dream.
However. when I woke up (or rather just shot back to my body quickly; it wasn't a slow awakening) back in the physical world, i didnt feel drained nor did i actually spill semen here.
I'm curious to know if anyone can give some insight on this. Honestly. there is a fear that some deals/contracts were made with some kind of demons in some other lifetime and that I won't be free of them. Had the thought that this was a succubi spirit in my dream trying to steal energy from me.
The strangest part is that I woke up energized after it all happened! How does one get clear on whether or not they're in cahoots with the dark side, for lack of a better phrase, and are just simply unaware of it?
Thanks in advance!
Accepted Answer
Sexual energy is multidimensional. You may lose energy in the mental plane, but not the physical. However, it is still a sexual fall.
Orgasm, whether physical or internal, gives energy to the ego, which becomes energized and fortified through fornication.
Awakening in the ego is very serious and distinct. People who awaken in the ego know they are awakened, whereas beginning gnostic students tend to be unaware of the reality of things since they have dreams sometimes, but not awakened experiences.
To discriminate between objective and subjective experiences, you need meditation.
All of us are in cahoots with the black lodge so long as we have the ego alive. Whether or not we are aware of it is another thing.
Orgasm, whether physical or internal, gives energy to the ego, which becomes energized and fortified through fornication.
Awakening in the ego is very serious and distinct. People who awaken in the ego know they are awakened, whereas beginning gnostic students tend to be unaware of the reality of things since they have dreams sometimes, but not awakened experiences.
To discriminate between objective and subjective experiences, you need meditation.
All of us are in cahoots with the black lodge so long as we have the ego alive. Whether or not we are aware of it is another thing.
For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami
Accepted Answer
Sexual energy is multidimensional. You may lose energy in the mental plane, but not the physical. However, it is still a sexual fall.
Orgasm, whether physical or internal, gives energy to the ego, which becomes energized and fortified through fornication.
Awakening in the ego is very serious and distinct. People who awaken in the ego know they are awakened, whereas beginning gnostic students tend to be unaware of the reality of things since they have dreams sometimes, but not awakened experiences.
To discriminate between objective and subjective experiences, you need meditation.
All of us are in cahoots with the black lodge so long as we have the ego alive. Whether or not we are aware of it is another thing.
Orgasm, whether physical or internal, gives energy to the ego, which becomes energized and fortified through fornication.
Awakening in the ego is very serious and distinct. People who awaken in the ego know they are awakened, whereas beginning gnostic students tend to be unaware of the reality of things since they have dreams sometimes, but not awakened experiences.
To discriminate between objective and subjective experiences, you need meditation.
All of us are in cahoots with the black lodge so long as we have the ego alive. Whether or not we are aware of it is another thing.
For thirty years I sought God. But when I looked carefully I found that in reality God was the seeker and I the sought. -Bayazid al-Bastami
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