A quick story and question. I've been going along with the practice for a little while now and I feel like I'm starting to wake up in the astral world. While i'm not 100% conscious and in control, I have noticed my dreams are more easily remembered each night.
I'm a bit concerned though: Last night I dreamed I was in a mansion with some family members and one woman who wasn't. This woman and I were flirting and enjoying each other physically to a point where we went to a separate room and eventually I reached orgasm in the dream. I didnt feel it go through my body but I just notice i spilled semen IN the dream.
However. when I woke up (or rather just shot back to my body quickly; it wasn't a slow awakening) back in the physical world, i didnt feel drained nor did i actually spill semen here.
I'm curious to know if anyone can give some insight on this. Honestly. there is a fear that some deals/contracts were made with some kind of demons in some other lifetime and that I won't be free of them. Had the thought that this was a succubi spirit in my dream trying to steal energy from me.
The strangest part is that I woke up energized after it all happened! How does one get clear on whether or not they're in cahoots with the dark side, for lack of a better phrase, and are just simply unaware of it?
Thanks in advance!