How exactly do I help in the Gnostic movement? I want to become a missionary, but I am just 2 years into studying. I am passing out Gnostic flyers at the mall and that makes me feel wonderful. It really enflames my heart. Today I was reading Master Samael's lecture on missionaries, donations, and schools and I started crying and felt urged to aid the missionaries. I especially got a huge intuitive kick when I read this,"The Gnostic movement is already active in the U.S.A, and obviously, it will be extraordinarily developed." So I want to know if I can A) move to a gnostic center to become a helper B)start a gnostic group in my city. I know I can lead the group I just can't teach. What should this group look like? How should we study? What should we do? Read together or maybe listen to lectures, maybe pray, or maybe do the eucharist, and meditate. I have a very strong feeling I need to do this to help others and also cancel my old karmic debts, I'm just not sure how to go about it.
Thanks ahead of the time for the help. With y'all's help along with my Innermost, my life has changed so much for the better. Externally, but more importantly I have been cured by grace of A LOT of anxiety, and my cold heart is now slowly but surely awakening.