Just as I was starting to really "feel" a diffeerce with my meditation and pranayama, I have to get wrapped up in the same old garbage.. I have no one to blame but my"self". I am miserable and depressed. But the depression comes from the fact that my girlfriend left me. Also, because I am dead broke and in my 30s, and who wants anything to do wtih someone who is dead broke.. I have no intention on "making it big". I just want to do in myself. But, you see, I can see through that illusion.. so why does it effect me?? It's so weird, its like a form of sabotage that I have been repeating my entire life.. I know I am messing up, but I continue! HA!
Anyway, Gnostic Teachings- Thank you- Thank you for everything. Seriously. I most likely would have killed myself by now without these teachings and your efforts. I am not sure that you realize what an impact this al has. Thank you SAMAEL. Thank you Gnostic INstructors for the wisdom and love and effort..
Anyway, Gnostic Teachings- Thank you- Thank you for everything. Seriously. I most likely would have killed myself by now without these teachings and your efforts. I am not sure that you realize what an impact this al has. Thank you SAMAEL. Thank you Gnostic INstructors for the wisdom and love and effort..