Thank you. The past few days, I have been meditating and studying Gnosis. Everything is coming full circle. My monkey mind would debate the "what ifs", from other people saying that orgasm is okay, even from doctors that say we will get prostate cancer, but Samael Aun Weor is right, Doctors themselves don't even practice Chastity so how would they know.
I'm also starting to believe society is the way it is just for money, let me explain, holidays such as Valentines day, where everything is overpriced and women feel envy from looking at their social media accounts of their friends or other people's husbands/boyfriends giving them things, etc.
Then you have places like Las Vegas where it's the spot - where people just get wasted and have sex with escorts. They may have temporary happiness but at the end of the night, are they truly happy? They just go around in circles chasing the same thing, but never really going anywhere.
I also have been listening to DeVon Franklin & Meagan Good they practice Christianity. Here's a short 4 min video if you have the time to watch and it really spoke to me about waiting to have sex.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzY83kqrVrY