Wednesday, 15 February 2017
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I struggle with being in my head too much.

I lack confidence, my voice is low, so I often have to repeat myself to people (I also have a slight lisp). I tend to avoid committed relationships as I feel like these women will meet someone else, cheat on me, use me, etc.

I don't know how to be normal, in social settings of 4+ people, I tend to be quiet and just listen. I do okay with 1 or 2 people but I tend to ask questions too much. I am an introvert so maybe that's why... any advice for me?

Also, how do I find my passion? Or is it better to find a career that will make good money? I was taking automotive classes for about 2 years and enjoyed it but then I stopped.
Now, I'm taking computer science classes. It seems like the most logical because I have always been into computers but I don't really feel anything.. is it because I spill? I'm working on not spilling.
5 years ago
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#13613
Accepted Answer
All success emerges from Veerya, the sexual power / virility, states Swami Sivnanada in his book Easy Steps to Yoga. People who masturbate or ejaculate the semen end up being sick: physically, emotionally, and mentally. Those who conserve the semen and transmute it become enlightened and happy beings. Therefore, if you want to find success and a career path in life, you must learn to first conserve and sublimate the sexual energy. Chastity leads towards the heights of success, physically, economically, and spiritually.

Seek enlightenment first, and all else will be added unto you!

Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.

Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.

"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"

5 years ago
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#13604
I meant to say I stopped enjoying automotive
5 years ago
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#13613
Accepted Answer
All success emerges from Veerya, the sexual power / virility, states Swami Sivnanada in his book Easy Steps to Yoga. People who masturbate or ejaculate the semen end up being sick: physically, emotionally, and mentally. Those who conserve the semen and transmute it become enlightened and happy beings. Therefore, if you want to find success and a career path in life, you must learn to first conserve and sublimate the sexual energy. Chastity leads towards the heights of success, physically, economically, and spiritually.

Seek enlightenment first, and all else will be added unto you!

Joyful in hope, suffering in tribulation, be thou constant in thy prayer.

Benedictis, qui venit in nomine Domini. Osanna in excelsis.

"Blessed is he who comes in the name of the Lord. Hosanna in the highest!"

5 years ago
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#13619
Thank you. The past few days, I have been meditating and studying Gnosis. Everything is coming full circle. My monkey mind would debate the "what ifs", from other people saying that orgasm is okay, even from doctors that say we will get prostate cancer, but Samael Aun Weor is right, Doctors themselves don't even practice Chastity so how would they know.

I'm also starting to believe society is the way it is just for money, let me explain, holidays such as Valentines day, where everything is overpriced and women feel envy from looking at their social media accounts of their friends or other people's husbands/boyfriends giving them things, etc.

Then you have places like Las Vegas where it's the spot - where people just get wasted and have sex with escorts. They may have temporary happiness but at the end of the night, are they truly happy? They just go around in circles chasing the same thing, but never really going anywhere.

I also have been listening to DeVon Franklin & Meagan Good they practice Christianity. Here's a short 4 min video if you have the time to watch and it really spoke to me about waiting to have sex.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzY83kqrVrY
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