I struggle with being in my head too much.
I lack confidence, my voice is low, so I often have to repeat myself to people (I also have a slight lisp). I tend to avoid committed relationships as I feel like these women will meet someone else, cheat on me, use me, etc.
I don't know how to be normal, in social settings of 4+ people, I tend to be quiet and just listen. I do okay with 1 or 2 people but I tend to ask questions too much. I am an introvert so maybe that's why... any advice for me?
Also, how do I find my passion? Or is it better to find a career that will make good money? I was taking automotive classes for about 2 years and enjoyed it but then I stopped.
Now, I'm taking computer science classes. It seems like the most logical because I have always been into computers but I don't really feel anything.. is it because I spill? I'm working on not spilling.