Thank you for reply Matthew Thomas. Good analogy with a child at school. That`s mee
But I have also experiences of beeing attact and abused in the astral. I guess that also is quite a normal thing when you wake up in hell and with hell within... But allso here, shouldent I protect myself in som way if a negative precense outside of myself is nearby? Should I dam them to hell or surround them with love?
I think the fear soon will let go, it allready have in a lot of ways. But still a lot of questions and uncertainties in what to do. I have forgotten my divine mother, I have to remember her. Why is it easier to connect and feel the love of God than to connect and feel the mother divine?
Thank you for the reminder and little push foreward. Deep gratitude from my heart to gnostic teachings and the people there.