I have a question and would greatly appreciate an answer
Is it considered a loss of energy in ANY way when a person has an erotic dream and wakes up when the spasm occurs and retains their breath as a means to avoid spilling the semen ??
Also where does the semen that was about to be expelled go to ?
No semen left the body
However a spasm was produced
By spasm i mean muscular contractions that announced the orgasm placing the semen at the base of the urethra this is what woke me up and realize what was happening and i held my breath
Perhaps my definition of spasm is wrong but this is exactly how it occured
I woke up and by means of holding my breath
I was able to avoid emission
This is the second time this has occured in 6 months of sexual abstinence ,the master samael talks about making the sexual energy flow in a centripetal manner by means of Ham Sah
I would like to know how much time of daily Ham Sah is needed for a single practitioner to achieve this so that even when they have erotic dreams due to having the consciousness asleep , there is no loss of energy ( as the master states )
Thank you for your time